I don't know anymore.

I feel like I should disappear again without leaving a trace.

I want to talk to somebody about my menta health, I need to speak to somebody. I already went fuck shit cause I can't do anything right.

EDIT: For real this time

2D or 3D?

Or a mix of both to change it up a little?

Now I have over 100 followers on Newgrounds! (Highest I've ever gotten on this site lol)

Though I want to hear what you guys want, what shall I do?

I like looking at art, and I think all the art you guys make on here is cool! So I rate them very high :)

But, whenever I do that, I would see either Sexualized Nudity, or just straight up porn.

Now this wouldn't be an issue with me. If they weren't posted under E, or FUCKING M.

If one of your art works got changed to A recently, then that was probably me, because you can't bother looking at the fucking age ratings.

Here you go for reference.

Now here's my message.

Please don't be a dingus and send your post off without putting on the correct rating, because even though you want certain actors away from the stuff you make, they're going to see the shit without an account anyways, if it's in the E, T, or M rating, all because you neglect to put it in there you dumbass.

Apologies for my little rant and language there, but this really needs to be said cause this is getting fucking ridiculous.

EDIT: I apologize for my hostility in this post.

Don't worry, I'll come up with something :)

Part 2 here we go!

Discordance Axis

Gulch

Inner Grotesque

A Shootout In Paris

Blue Stahli

Endless

EKGs

DEMIGOD (Unholy Domain 1991 Demo)

Corpse/Grave (Sweden)

No Mourning

Shadows Fall (Mourning A Dead World Demo)

Peeling Flesh

aplaceweveneverbeen

Julia

Droid

Origin

You guys will fucking hate me for this one lol

(Warning, a ton of Underground Nu Metal)

Eastcide

7th Rail Crew

2X (Chile Band)

Reveille (No fucking way you know this one)

Juice (the band that sounds like Korn)

Nervepitch

Armani Death Machine

Neck (Car Bomb)

Hedshel

Relative Ash (Literally Deftones XD)

Number One Son

Kilkus

Sore

Fear The Clown

Sckapegoat/Scapegoat

PiSS/8 Degrees/FeverPitch

tod.

Osiva

Hospital

Chubfarm

Creepy Crawl (Japanese Korn)

As Ashes Fall

LeFT

hookSounD

Stillborn Nursery 

Gun Dog

Killpretty

Seeded Crown/Calm/Phoenix Mourning

Halfgain

Mainstay

Clown (Why Do I Hate?)

Spyndakit

Brik

Four

Boredline

Monkey Insane

Acid Blitz

NOK

If you want to share any bands with me, my Discord and Newgrounds PMs are open lol

Still sick and stuff, but I don't want you guys to be bored, so I'll tell you what I listen to to help me get active :)

Maybe you'll listen to them too

(Warning, a ton of metal)

Commonly Known

The Dillinger Escape Plan (DID I STUTTER? DID I STUTTER? DID I STUTTER?)

Converge

Korn

Slipknot

System Of A Down

Coal Chamber (SWAY!)

Hed(pe)

Incubus (A CERTAIN SHADE OF GREEN!)

Staind

Slayer

Cannibal Corpse

The Deftones

Metallica

Megadeth

Pantera (Aside from the controversy)

Some you probably don't know (Assuming)

Car Bomb

Snuffed on Sight

Morbid Saint

Peeling Flesh

xClockTowerx

Animosity (TERRORSTORM!)

Suicide Silence

Elysia

Cephalic Carnage 

Crossbreed

Nothingface

Part 2 will have a ton of underground shit, so brace yourselves

Only now my body decides to get better! Where the hell was that 2 weeks ago when I needed it?

Still sick though, but now with occasional coughs instead of having one every 25 seconds, at least I can think without my head hurting.

That dead emoji is exactly how I feel right now.

I'll unfortunately have to pause development of my game, which means I won't be able to make it in time for flash forward.

Why?

I've been feeling like total shit for past 2 weeks, as I've been coughing rapidly every 25 seconds or so, and overall have been sick this entire time. I tried to put some effort into anything I've been making for you guys but I don't think I can do it right now.

Only got the energy do right now is make people feel good about themselves within their comments, they deserve it anyways :)

Hope you understand. If this is the thing that kills me soon (There's no way) I'll be very pissed off at myself.

~ TinFoi